Need some tank time bad!

I am consumed with the project of getting my own floatation tank, it forms part of the ongoing adventure of what else is there to do in this life? Have my own tank? set up a float centre? Help others to get well or to just be the best version of myself I can be, others can do the same when they are ready to do the work.

The 5D diet is on day 17 today, I made a commitment to do 30 days and past half way is great, it is one of the easiest programs I have embarked upon and have shot my credibility to shreds with those who have witnessed my journey to health so far hit the so-called 'junk food'. I do not explain, how can you really?? I get hot in my body all over, more than the weather can explain, oops forgot could be menopause?? oh well 2 more weeks, this is testing me and my commitment to the path I have chosen toward a pristine state of wellness and beyond.

The tank WILL happen, I have just finished watching Justin Bieber's movie "Never Say Never" and was inspired to find a way to bring this one home. The reluctance/resistance I have to stretching myself to this outcome is interesting to observe, I feel a definite sense of some 'activation'/purification going on and my body is cleansing physically, emotionally and I can only hope so much more than that as usual. The results that come from a determined/stubborn resolve can be gratifying and to experience the universe dropping stuff in your lap suggests I am on track, otherwise I would be suffering more than I am. I am sleeping less with more energy and have more creative ideas and sharper thoughts.

Live long & Prosper Space Cadets!

Float tank experience - 

Yesterday I had a 3 hour float tank experience at Brisbane Float and Massage. John Battersby really knows this field and was a marvelous help with any queries I had, it was an exchange of each other's experience and learnings and felt good to share.

I have resolved to own a tank of my own as soon as possible and explore further the terrain of the inner sea.

Breatharian here I come - open mind required

Day 5 of the 5th dimensional diet as prescribed by Wiley Brooks from the Breatharian Institute if America alongside the 5 Magic words. Chanting the words now for a few months and it has taken that time to wrap my head around the food side of it, past experiences and waiting for resonance and some fear to drop away, the decision was made easier when I felt the frequency/activation transmitted on a call made to Wiley last Friday morning. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger, right?

As with any fast/cleanse/detox program, the first 4 days of transitioning for the body as it adjusts can be a wild ride and this one is no exception. Some low grade stuff has come to the surface or has presented itself for release . It isn't always easy to remember that the opportunity to let go and drop the drama/story of a previous condition is always at hand. My psyche/ego bucks like a bronco and I the rider trying not to be spat off landing in a heap somewhere, or maybe that's exactly what's happening??

As I seem to enjoy layering my boundary exploring experiences, stay tuned for my next post on zero gravity and float tanks.

5D Magic Words

Day 49 - Got there

As the sun sets on the 49th day, I have a pleasing sense of accomplishment, thanks for travelling along with me. Pulse at the ready, can't wait but I can. 

Got some iridology pics done today for benchmarking, "Nice eyes" was good to hear, I've earned them. (see post below)

Made a 2day trip to Sydney to finish off my fast, had a colonic on the "fanciest" machine on the market they tell me and it's called funnily enough Angel of Water, it's a pressurized open system so it's turbocharges 24 litres through in about 40-45 mins zoom zoom. 

Got in an acupuncture session and put another therapist into meltdown, he said to expect some big downloads to come in soon as he was able to drill down into the pit and extract some form of darkness, nice timing too just after the equinox. All good, stay tuned.....

Water Fast - Day 25

Hump day - day 25 and all is well, a bit tired. I am alternating my hourly drinking between water, 50/50 water and coconut water or a 50/50 coconut water and pear juice.

Loving doing coffee enemas more frequently, really does get it done. Guasha body washing is keeping my skin supple and sloughed off as I am not using any oil externally this go around and am having more fat expelled on a daily basis. Body is a bit saggy till my skin tightens up.

My feminine cycle has recalibrated by 11 days, coming in bang on the last full moon, 'God does not build temples from inferior material' the colour of my menstrual blood was so cherry red and clear and bright. 

Dream landscapes are getting out there once more and I wake up feeling exhausted from the nights activities. Spits and spurts of anger coming and going faster now which is nicer, everything that comes up is clearing quite fast.

Fast Update - Day 24

Day 4

Day 10

 Day 23

Day 49 

The schlera in my right eye has improved, the sharpness in the dots and colour around the iris had faded somewhat, the 6 O'clock in my right eye is not as dark, my photography needs improving but the last pair are quite good to use going forward.

Day 21 - Juices tomorow

Day 21 today - Last batch of leavening in the sun to be consumed before noon, also last day on goat milk, commencing juices of white fleshed foods tomorrow until day 40, following day 41-49 eating the flesh of those foods.

It has been pleasant having some food the past few days, I didn't stray from the original recipe as I felt it may get too rich and sickly when consumed in abundance. I went through 250gm (1/2lb) butter, around 5kgs of apples and 1/2kg of honey. The 7 days of goat milk, I consumed around 10 litres, wasn't hard to do and could have had more very easily.

I have stock of coconut water at the ready and will be juicing some pears, white nectarines and whatever I can get. Will be at Burleigh Markets in a week or so, gonna get some sugar cane juice in too.

Water Fast - For the record

My Body Analysis scales give me some info, interesting to track the changes:

                Weight Kg     Body Fat %     Vis.Fat %     Muscle %     RM     Body Age     BMI

Day 02 -      84.0               40.6                   7               24.8         1637          47           28.1

Day 11 -      79.9               39.5                   6               25.8         1588          45           26.7

Day 15 -      77.8               39.1                   6               24.8         1565          43           26.0

 

Day 19 -      79.0               38.6                   6               25.4         1580          44           26.4

 

Day 22 -      78.8               39.5                   6               24.7         1576          44           26.3

Day 25 -      78.5               38.7                   6               25.4         1573          44           26.2

Day 29 -      76.4               38.3                   6               25.2         1550          42           25.5

Water Fast - Day SIx

Should have taken the blue pill? NOT, with Day 5 done things are getting really trippy, my dream state for the last 2 nights is like the Simulation Program in the Matrix, defying the laws of physics and everything is so amped up 3D on Steroids. As for my waking state I am becoming Super Enhanced Wendy with my sense of smell being ridiculous since Day 2, my mood is calm and balanced and getting very philosophical, my intuition is gearing up a notch (book of remembrance?), who knows what is going down when the aperture of my consciousness is fully shut down!!

People and animals are already hovering around me, I need very little motivation as their is such a sense of service to the Temple present, I am so pleased with the fast so early in.

Water Fasting - The way forward to 2020

My mission should I choose to accept it is after this fast initiate the path toward being an Aquarian in 2020, then on to Breatharian, another 7 years. The plan is this year to juice one day a week, I have chosen the day of my birth being Friday (Sabbath day of rest for the body) and increasing this by one day each year as stated in MO.

Here is my map to 20/20 vision:

Each year commencing 2013 on the first new moon in February, a designated fast outlined in the MO. Lean on thy frame or fat upon the temple?, I considered a nominal benchmark of less than 20BMI, this is significant as it determines the duration one must do on water only.

2013 - White - 49 Days - Preparation Fast - fast of the washings
2014 - Red - 49 Days
2015 - Orange - 49 Days
2016 - Yellow - 49 Days
2017 - Blue/Indigo - 49 Days
2018 - Blue/Indigo - 49 Days
2019 - Green - 49 Days
2020 - (Violet) - being the blood of the vine, 49 days and to extend beyond up to seven times that until the body speaks "I am clean of the weakened blood of this generation", "Each temple shall know it's day, for it shall be signaled to you by the spirit of revelation and knowing."

"Fasting for 40 days each summer on different colours of living juices will heal each nerve centre that separates that particular colour from the cosmic light attracted by the body. Fasting on liquids such as raw milks, seed milks, fresh juices and water for one day each week for a year will adjust the body to a higher homoeostasis. Then increasing the fast to two days each week for a year will cause an even higher homoeostasis or body function" MO pg145-6

Water Fast Daily Routine

Based on teachings and experience, I have prepared this list of daily tasks to facilitate the purification process:

Tongue scrape on rising - with Coconut Magic Coconut Oil

Salt Flush - 2tspns of salt in a litre of water to flush through the overnight cleansing

Dry Skin Brushing and Guasha skin scrub made from Vodka & Bicarb soda to open up the skin

Mild exercise - most likely T5T and walking

Sunbathing - about an hour

Breathing - 7 rounds of 7

Colonics daily

2 litres water for each 22kg bodyweight

To keep the water going in I drink every hour on the hour ish, I find this keeps things moving along and minimises nausea and headaches.

This is the first of eight fasts and is considered a preparation for the 7 fasts of the rainbow colours which will take until 2020 to complete.

Day 01 - Aug 01 - water until day 21
Day 15 - Aug 21 - I may have goats milk until Day 18
Day 19 - Aug 25 - A leavening may be had until noon on Day 21
Day 22 - Aug 28 - Juices of white fleshed fruits may be had until Day 40
Day 40 - Sep 15 - From sunset, flesh of white fruit and veg and raw dairy until Day 49
Day 49 - Sep 24 

I will consider what to do at this time but it will possibly to have pulse 21 days until October 17

Water Fast Day 4 - The eyes have it

So far so good, I am so cruising through the first 4 days which are usually the hardest.

For records sake I have put photos of both my eyes here, looks weird just want to compare at the end. Wiggly red snakes in my sclera on the right eye which is on the left, need to research more on what I can see here.

And away we go.....Water fast Day 1

Liver cleanse is done - see photo - about 20 stones, happy with that since my last liver cleanse was in March, having done 40 days on water not surprised with the result here.

Day 1 on water, feeling OK. Colonic done, oil pulling and sunshine done. 

An old injury site flared up and has now backed off, thank goodness. 

Symptoms to note are numbness in my lady little finger, tick in my right eye and some winter weight to dispose of.

Here we go -Again

The more I get through Magnus Opus the more I want to set sail on a 7year mission to cleanse and purify, whoa definitely playing a bigger game, having one 40 day fast under my belt now I looking at a 49 day commencing 7th August and then yearly for the next 7years on water or juices of all the rainbow colours.

A couple of days to wind down the food, a liver gallbladder flush on the night of the new moon to kick off the bold program.

Next Water Fast? August New Moon?

I have been reading Magnus Opus by Don Tolman in which he notes visions and automatic writings from a 40 day fast he did.

I have taken so much from it and only half way through, I am contemplating my next water fast commencing on the first new moon in August, water for 28 days then remaining time on the juice of fruits only with  red colored flesh, corresponding to the base chakra.

My diet since the end of the last fast has not been ideal, stress levels are high and I still eat to ease the pain or numb myself or the other story i tell myself is that food is one of the few pleasures I have and I have had to practice forgiveness for less than optimal maintenance of my weight loss and energy levels.

I have to gather up the courage to embark on the next stage of cleansing the body temple as it states in the book to purify the flesh that it may hold and reflect more light, radiating a glow that only those who partake in such labours are privileged to do so.

Water Fast - Finished but not forgotten.

Day 40 - May 04 2013, came and went with me attending the local food festival in our small town here, I frustratingly imposed my will on my husband and close friend to taste everything that was out so that I may vicariously participate. I started smelling things and the sensation of this was so intense that to taste the food would have been of no consequence, so I went on a snorting rampage to round out the day.

Day 26 saw a major relationship crisis of which I am still reeling, without the composure and clarity that comes during a 40 day fast, I in no way doubt that I would be a screaming basket case of a wife well before now. The fast became my life boat in an unforgiving ocean of emotions, my karma was being thrust at me, hard and fast and I was wishing I had made the conscious decision to be isolated in order to explore my inner terrain and clear the emotional dross through quiet reflection instead of the cruel reality of what had become my everyday existence. It was what it was and couldn't be considered everyday while I was in the state of such deprivation as a significant aspect of my personality as my connection and interaction with food.

It would not be fair at this point not to add that with a dry spell in my casual employment and subsequent funds not being as readily available, this became an impetus for continuing the fast as it was not my original intention to do the BIG ONE, I simply pushed on. It took me around 2 weeks to get my head straight to start, then I assessed my ability to endure as I went along. I suspect I saved around $1000.00 over the fasting period and so it became my own type of protest to the circumstances I found myself in, this then became a subplot in the drama that played itself out in the ensuing weeks.

I am now on day 12 of the after fast period and it has been as spinny as being on the fast, going through the emotions of hating food and it being easier to be on water, the reactions the body manifested because I was perhaps finding a way to harm myself or medicate my way through the damage my marriage has sustained. I had to find the discipline now required to ease my body back to full function, I was eating too much, had hot flushes, very low energy and felt like the little engine that could being overwhelmed and needing to will myself and focus so much on just this one thing in order to get through it and out the other side.

I am so proud I can say I did 40 days and 40 nights without food and it was so worth it, I still have some physical symptoms that did not get attended to and I attribute this to the immense toll it took to be in an emotional minefield questioning everything I stand for, what I can endure without wanting to hang myself from something or drive into a tree, so it was still the massive experience that I expected it to be just not what I expected, it was such a big reflection of me and my whole life so it was perfect.

My body is morphing into its new form and I can see changes everyday, my skin is clearer, my bowel function has markedly improved, hair and nails are stronger which is always a good sign and so much else must have also happened that I will not be aware of but that's why I did it.

Till the next adventure then........

Water Fast - Day 21 - Colon Cleanse

I am so pleased to pass the half way point of this mammoth water fast adventure.

It has cruised along nicely and my discipline has hardly waivered, the worst being a missed drink here or there as I drink 1/2litre per hour.

Today I'm doing Don Tolman's 2 part one day oral colon cleanse to give the pipes a big scrub right through, colonics only clean out the large intestine.

Symptoms have abated somewhat with niggly residual burn off of past ailments.

I am having really vivid dreams in the short sleep I am getting, I get up at 1,2 & 4am at the moment to pee and usually no sleep after 4 as much as I will it to be otherwise, but I have this weird waking dream state which is interesting, my intuition is sharpening, my general mood is calm and energy is ok considering.

I oil pulled yesterday to clean the claggy filth in my mouth, I scrape my tongue twice a day.

Water Fast - Day 11

On the dawning of the 11th day of my suburban water fast I would like to point out the plus points of doing this at home. I have slept in my own comfy bead and had filtered water on tap, stayed at my casual admin job so the bucks keep coming.

I have been fortunate to have entered this phase from a fairly healthy standpoint with a vegetarian diet, about 80% raw and having regular colonics, don't forget Liver and Gallbladder cleansing now for 8 months, which has either reduced the toxic symptoms and/or allowed the process to go deeper faster because there is less crap to get rid of, I did do double colonics the first 2 days though to get through that.

Some other support tools I have at my disposal are

• Reflexology Foot Massager, which I use daily because I can.
• Ionising Foot Detox Bath, which I use weekly but may increase as I extend.
• Chi Massager, I haven't started with but will assist with electrical flow and lymphatics.

I have a shower filter fitted which is alkaline and the piece de resistance is that I also can use the local hot artesian mineral springs which did help when I was in so much pain last week. More symptoms have arisen and passed, it has been a comfort to see them as I know the body is attending to matters. 

I am getting about an hour of good sun each day and my colour is coming up, I am using Coconut Magic Coconut Oil for the skin and I'm sure is helping to keep my energy up, that's been 3-4 days now despite being reluctant at the start because anything on the skin is penetrating into the system.

I am being very intuitive about the whole thing now as I am getting quite clear, my moods esp. anger have dissipated to a mild reverie and grace. I will do my usual New Moon Liver and Gallbladder Flush as scheduled but for the apple juice and will go for using hemp oil in the mix this time always with the aim to amp up the results.

I have been pretty pleased with the process to date and have been amusing myself with some deep philosophical texts which has been rather trippy and I am having some wild nights and almost crave dream state to see what adventures I'll go on.

My body definition is improving and my inner Bond Girl is coming out, I knew she was in there:)

Water Fast - Day 8

The last 3 days have been intense with pain an aches, really deep like none I've known before, but at sites where I have had issues therefore I am trusting the repair work is being done.

Early in fast I had intermittent hot and cold flushes but recently just very cold to the bone and hard to get warm.

My tongue is still saying do not eat as I have a thick claggy sometimes white sludge over it in the mornings.

I have not been so diligent with getting into the sun daily and this I am endeavouring to remedy.

10 days looks achievable now and I am exploring the likelihood of pushing through to 40.

All in all it has been a pretty good experience thus far, I am passing a yellow oily substance with the addition of an occasional dark green slime so I am happy with seeing this depart from my body.

My energy is at a level I am surprisingly happy with and only need to take short lye downs once or twice a day.

Although my preference would be to have done this closer to nature, the ease and convenience of doing it at home is the best I can manage right now.

Daily colonics are sorting out the expulsion of toxins, did 2 the first two days because of discomfort and nausea, got me through the swamp.

My daily protocol is a 1 litre water and salt flush on waking as this helps to eliminate the debris from the overnight activities, then 1/2 litre of water every hour on the hour ish during waking hours. I am finding colonics are better done earlier in the day and I am getting in 1/2-1 hr of morning sun dressed on the balcony and same in the early afternoon all but naked to maximise absorption.

I did not want to weigh myself before or during as this was not the primary purpose but recall a drop of 5 kilos on my previous 10 day fast, its just part of the process.

Water Fast - Day 6

From what I can remember of my last 10 day water fast, I had been going really well, even working on days 4,5 & 6.
The last day and overnight lots of aches and pains but at previous injury sites so it makes some sense.
Not a heap of nausea but some headaches but there is history there too, I am pushing through.

Liver & Gallbladder Flush - 11/03/2013

Well I am on the home straight now, still got what I guess to be 3-400 stones but not much larger than sesame seeds and no stand out larger ones.
No picture this month, gladly looking forward to being clear for 2 months, did olive oil in the mix.

Liver & Gallbladder Flush New Moon 09/02/2013

Well this is most of what came through this time, the 2nd time I have used hemp seed oil in the mix.
All in all, the size and quantity are diminishing, perhaps another 2-4 months as I know I need to continue until I get 2consecutive months clear of stones.

Disappearance of the Universe Review

Welcome to the rabbit hole - Disappearance of the Universe is the RED PILL, your life will never be the same! Advanced forgiveness is the way HOME. WARNING: A bit of a mind trip!!

This book introduces the paradigm presented in A Course in Miracles, I have also been listening to podcasts by Gary Renard and enjoying this new perspective immensely

Liver & Gallbladder Flush -10/01/2013

And so the stones keep rolling, done for another month.